I asked the Lord that I
might grow, In faith, and love, and
every grace; Might more of His salvation know, And seek, more earnestly, His
face.
’Twas He who taught me thus
to pray, And He, I trust, has answered prayer! But it has been in such a way,
As almost drove me to despair.
I hoped that in some favored
hour, At once He’d answer my request; And by His love’s constraining pow’r,
Subdue my sins, and give me rest.
Instead of this, He made me
feel, The hidden evils of my heart; And let the angry pow’rs of hell, Assault
my soul in every part.
Yea more, with His own hand He seemed, Intent to aggravate my woe; Crossed all the fair designs I schemed, Blasted my gourds, and laid me low.
Lord, why is this, I trembling cried, Wilt thou pursue thy worm to death? “’Tis in this way, the Lord replied, I answer prayer for grace and faith.
These inward trials I employ, From self, and pride, to set thee free; And break thy schemes of earthly joy, That thou may’st find thy all in Me.”
Yea more, with His own hand He seemed, Intent to aggravate my woe; Crossed all the fair designs I schemed, Blasted my gourds, and laid me low.
Lord, why is this, I trembling cried, Wilt thou pursue thy worm to death? “’Tis in this way, the Lord replied, I answer prayer for grace and faith.
These inward trials I employ, From self, and pride, to set thee free; And break thy schemes of earthly joy, That thou may’st find thy all in Me.”